Ashley's Page

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About Me

Who is little Miss Ashley?
This is the question that most want to know. Well Little Miss Ashkey is my thisis50 name and nothing more.
Little Miss Ashley is Ashley
And Ashleyl is Little Miss Ashley
Yuh get it??..|lmao| But I'm here to tell you who I am. Birth name is Ashley. Im from Florida but reside in PA. 20 years grown. Currently Takein. I have friends, not that many though. I finally Found myself on December 21, 06. I got saved that day and finally have completion in my life. Most of my life i have searched for my identity and who i was. Always been different and stood out of the crowd. Been through the fire and back. Grew up fast and before my time.I always lived a life pleasing other or trying to please others, never trying to be happy for me. Feeling alone with nobody by my side. All i wanted was LOVE, to be loved. I've experiences things that others wouldn't understand. Been cheated on, abused, used, mislead and left alone. Always having hard times and forever falling.After falling sooo many times i learned that
.Experiencing soo much hurt can make you numb, you stop feeling, your insides cry but your outsides are hard as a rock. You stop having compassion and you start to not care.I've learned many lessons throughout this lifetime such as . One day i just sat there and thought, life can't always be like this. People dying all around me and many instances where it could have been me, i was spared. I knew i couldn't keep living my life like this, cause sooner or later, it would all come back and it would be my turn to hit the dust. And my thoughts were always that, when i die, where would i spend eternity? & everything i did on this earth, was it worth is for that moment? Because you only have Though you may get many chances sooner or later those chances run out and your time is up. I was soo tired of hitting walls in my life and never having a moment of rest. I was so tired of always tryin to make others happy and be there for others when no one was there for me. Sometimes it would get so hard, i didnt want to live anymore.
Life didn't seem worth living for..
Now Im not telling all ya'll to go out be "religious" i just decided for myself it was time. Through my life i always tried to feel that void, that void of something missing, i tried to fill it with dudes, money, material things etc.. and not one time was i happy or satisfied. maybe i was happy for that second or moment but as soon as the feeling or that high was gone, i was right back where i started. People have come and gone in my life and nothing was ever permanent. Finally for once in my life i felt complete and not lost, i felt loved. I realized it was to start living my life for me, and not for anyone else.
It was time for a change.
I gave my life to God and for him to keep. for i can't do alone or by myself. I plan to live my life with him, by him, though him and . With God on my side Anything is possible. Now that doesn't mean Im perfect or i wont make mistakes. We all are human and mistakes will happen, but when i do make them God will be right there to catch me and bring me up again. Yeah i still cuss sometimes (trying to stop), still listen to the same music and still rock the same clothes but everything i do will be with God's help. I might mess up but i know he'll except me for me and i won't ever be lost again.
God is permanent in my life and here to stay.

All i have to say is December 21,06 changed my life. And changed it for the better. It's a new year 2009, and i plan to live this year and years to come with God on my side. It will be hard, and life is never easy &
Though God isn't through with me yet, i will continue to stand strong.
& never again do i want to return to the old me.
Some say this would be the end for me,
naww , this is just the Beginning.
much love,
Little Miss Ashley™

Zip Code

19131

Gender

Female

Relationship Status:

In a Relationship

Orientation

Straight

Ethnicity

Black/African, Native Amercan

Physical Type

Thick

Height

5'0" - 5'2"

What do you do?

Model